Life has been sort of bad, as of late... I haven't seen the man I love in nearing a month... I feel lonely... and isolated... and frustrated...
And the self-inflicted heat brand on the back of my hand got infected. Badly. OTL So, lots of drugs. Lots.
And.......... got into a fight at school. That I started. And lost. OTLLL But, it was against an older boy, and I did put up a fight. Blind rage does nothing for my fighting skills...
GO TO THERAPY ALL the time!!!!!!!!!
I realised, as I was watching Kuroshitsuji, that I burned a star into the back of my left hand. I have an infected, pus-filled, Faustian contract. OTL
And... I really, really miss Caitlin... a lot... -Sighs-
[x] You have a huge collection of books.
[x] You value your alone time.
[ ] You have trouble making friends.
[x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] You write letters regularly.
[ ] You find a lesson in everything.
[x] You have trouble doing things "the old-fashioned way."
[ ] You've recently moved to a new town.
[x] You're rather sarcastic.
[x] You're often accused of being a know-it-all.
[x] You're the black sheep of the family.
[ ] You're majorly hyper.
[x] You love to siiiing!
[ ] You're known for throwing great parties!
[ ] You're great at baking.
[x] Ponies sometimes don't get your jokes.
[ ] You're a prankster.
[x] You're a super-intense personality.
[ ] You have strange pets.
[x] You are known to go to extremes.
[x] You're very stubborn.
[ ] You find great joy in working.
[ ] You prefer the country to the city.
[/] You speak with an accent. (Eh... well... Isaac and David...)
[ ] You HATE cheating.
[x] You have freckles. (One on my nose that looks like a nose ring OTL)
[ ] You prefer casual wear rather than flashy things.
[ ] You wear your hair in a ponytail.
[ ] You have a large family.
[ ] You have trouble lying.
[x] You love winning.
[ ] You like sports.
[x] You have a funky hair colour.
[x] You have fangirl tendencies.
[x] You have no problem speaking your mind.
[/] You will give up anything for your friends. (There's one thing I never would... but, mostly anything.)
[x] You like being recognized for good things.
[x] You have no problem being 'one of the guys'.
[x] You act now, think later.
[x] You're very brave. (Eh... more stupid and reckless. But I'll go with brave :I )
[x] You love being the center of attention.
[x] You have a cat.
[ ] You sew well. (LOL NOPE.)
[x] It's well-known that you're somewhat vain.
[x] You love the excitement of the city!
[ ] You will overwork yourself to do something nice for your friends.
[x] You wear makeup.
[x] You're prone to whining.
[ ] You have expensive tastes.
[ ] You enjoy 'filly-time.'
[ ] You HATE being the centre of attention.
[ ] You struggle with sharing your mind.
[x] You love animals and help them however you can.
[x] You're graceful. (Like a fucking balleri------ *falls*)
[ ] You're very quiet or soft-spoken.
[x] You have a secret mean-streak.
[x] You've been told you could model. (*Laughs* I'm way too short. But I have been told to model.)
[ ] You're the eldest of your friends.
[ ] You like wearing your hair loose and long.
[ ] You're very nurturing. (I can be... to people I really care about...)